Open Eyes

Who am I
To want to see Love
Through something else
Than the eyes of others

Not have to
Borrow these feelings
That aren't mine
That aren't ours

Turn my life around
Make me Someone else
Someone I'll always be
Make me yours

Wake me from this life
Let me dream awake
Live my life with open eyes
Open heart and open arms

Who am I
To want to see Love
Through something else
Than the eyes of others

Yours To Keep

Always in the middle
Of a half remembered dream
A different shade of the same

Too afraid to love
Too afraid to mess up
Of waiting to die alone
Or dream about the feeling

There's really nothing to say
I'm here to wake up
Become yours to keep

Empty Lines

Empty lines
Can't be questioned
By any chance or heart

Empty lines
Abandon me in the middle of the night
Leaving the door open

Empty lines
Everything you never say
Are a part of my dreams

Empty lines
Don't mean anything
But I understand

Empty lines
Loose me and find me
Imagine me without them

You don't know it
But you break my waves
With your empty lines

The Love That Everybody Seeks

Maybe I can't make you love me
But I promise to always be there
And encourage you softly
If you wouldn't dare

Ask me to take your hand
Be yours for ever more
Tell me with a kiss
That it's me that you adore

Come with me
Don't be afraid
You and me together
Have a future to be made

The Love that everybody seeks
May it be ours if only for one day
To be shared with only each other
And if you then would go away

May you guard me in your heart
If I never would see you again
Let me become a secret part of you
And may we re-encounter if and when

Our hearts have been growing
And are ready to really love
In a pure and honest way
That only comes from above

We will realise how much we love each other
How much we are in need
Of being together and really try
To create something good and succeed

Though sleep may flee our eyes
May our hearts ever find rest
As one entire soul
Forever united and blessed

With no secrets for each other
And every history forgiven
So we both can enjoy a common future
Where Celestial Love is given

Impossible Love Story

Even though you're so far away
I can hear you breathing
As if the distance is far away from us

Where I long to have you with me
I'm all alone
With your absence

Waiting outside your life
For a chance to survive
Without touching you

When my sun is feeling weak
The thought of you
Still makes my heart beat

So many days that never ended
And nights that never lasted
I'm sorry I needed you

After loving you
There is no strength in my heart
Left to want you

Over and over again
You become my Way
To view this world

I'm trying to forget you
Change you for somebody else
But you always break my silence

You're my impossible love story
Come closest to me
And don't ever end

Wind Of Change

I can't imagine leaving
Nor thinking I will stay
Anytime the future
Can change in just one day

So brilliant it is before me
But I don't know where it is
With a past that is forgotten
And a Now that I might miss

It is never easy
To sit and wait on change
Like a two-edged knife it is
Claiming both victory and revenge

Some say it can turn into comfort
If you ever get used to its song
I say it's a mysterious wanderer
That sometimes takes you along

But never reveals the secret
Of how to not become life's toy
Still helps you safely through it
Sometimes with pain, sometimes with joy

Even if we don't believe it
It comes when we need it the most
Helps us use the wind to our advantage
To safely reach the coast

So I'm welcoming the wind of change
Spreading my wings like a dove
I'm leaving a piece of my heart with you
Here where I'm loved and I love

Availability

I feel the future changing
For every second
According to my thoughts
My desire
Availability

What will happen
Around the corner
Of this road
This day
Nobody knows

In control of nothing
And everything
I'm fumbling in the dark
In the uncertainty
Of this day

They say it's the end of the world
I say not today
We are not ready
Me and the world
Are not available

Midnight Love

What is necessary in a sunrise
Is a love that never faileth
A light that the darkness doesn't understand
From that someone that changes the pain
To save ourselves we must also save each other
And spend a lifetime learning how to live

What is necessary is to look
A little bit deeper for the good
Midnight love is hard to find
And I'm a real woman with no need to be a fantasy
So locate some kindness within
Because life might not taste that good without me

What is necessary is to not waste time
Let us be awake all night
Or be awake for the rest of our lives
I want to stay up and talk with you
Talk about everything forever
Give me your forever and the rest of time

What is necessary is never unwise
So I'm being the one that cares
Calling you down from the stars to become my everything
I'll be the smile that warms up your soul
Or maybe I'll become somebody elses sunrise
And the only midnight you will always remember

What is necessary is everything
So don't wait for tomorrow
Wake me up if the time is right to say it
It's necessary to say I love you to someone you love
In case there will be no other nights
It's necessary, before everything becomes nothing

Eternal Summer

I see the skyscrapers far away
They reflect the town that I view
The sky reflects my mind
A color of peaceful and blue

The wind is chasing
Some clouds on the run
And although the town is really big
Its sound is peacefully none

Except for some seagulls
And the waves crashing to shore
That are forming with the summer breeze
A symphony of peace and much more

It feels like I really sit there
I can feel the white sand in my hand
The sunshine is all around me
And peacefully I understand

That although this is but a state of mind
You're the one that is making it real
Nothing is able to take that away
Nor the peace that I feel

The only thing that matters
Is that from me you will never be far
Thanks to the eternal summer
And peace that, for me, you are

Ambulare Pro Deo

Starving for love
I'm always on the road
Following the Wayless Way

Year after year
Never afraid of loving someone
As they really are

When we are young we feel
Like we have all the time in the world
In the end we always need time we don't have

The Indians say Life is a bridge
Cross over it
But build no house on it

Without never having moved anywhere
You settled down within me
When I was passing through

Naturally led to Peace
We are supposed to find ourselves
When we loose ourselves

As if we were putting up a sail
To indicate that we are ready
For Love

Would it be easier if we weren't lost
If we never lost ourselves
In each other

My whole life is in your face
But I'm not here to stay
Where there is no happiness

So I need to travel on
And I need it to hurt you that I leave
More than it hurts me every time you leave me

Then I will continue to wander
For God
Who loves me and never leaves me

Soul Music

Since my first dream about you
I've waited
With no illusion

Though you filled my nights
My soul
With music

Now you are here
Gone tomorrow
Not forever

I love you
Because you make me smile
For nothing

I don't know who you are
But I'm running to your arms
As were you a lover

In My Heart

You're welcome in my life
If you stay and never part
That's what I should have told you
Before I let you into my heart

It should have been the condition
But I didn't know it would be this way
Though you all come and go
And I knew you would too one day

As you leave you'll be missed and remembered
And I know you'll remember me too
I hope you know that my finest thoughts
Will always be filled with you

Deep within my heart
I'll forever be keeping in store
Every feeling you made me feel
That I never felt before

Man On The Moon

Reality stopped for a moment
It was late in the afternoon
I remember that in the summer of -69
Two men had walked on the moon

The thought brought me melancholy
It was both romantic and sad
I looked back on my own life
And experiences I never had

I wonder how it would have been being up there
Looking down on human despair
As well at our fleeting happiness
Was it better than being down here?

There are so many realities
And they can all be hard to define
No one can say for certain
That their world was better than mine

But maybe it can make us think of
Our own reality, now and then
And if the world is really a better place
When looked down on, from the moon, by man

Fantasy

Become a little better every day
Make every day immortal
With somebody that carries me through the night

Always wake up with the sunrise
From nothing to somebody
Like being reborn

Making the time shiver
Feeling completely safe
Even if I'm not alone

Every step becoming a piece of eternity
Finding someone that sees beyond
And transforms my life into a garden

That's when I realize
I have no dreams
Only fantasies

What's important is not to die
Or how old you are
But what you are doing when it happens

They say life will work out
But how will I know what it feels like to die
If I don't know what it's like to be living

I need a new heart
Tangible, like a flower in bloom
For somebody special's garden

Underneath The Same Sun And Sky

Even if we are quiet enough and listen
There is nothing that alerts
A heart always breaks in silence
You don't notice until it hurts

Love is for the taking
While all I ever did was give
I hope you don't hold it against me
Nor the life I wanted to live

But with every light comes shadow
And here suddenly was gone
Because I spoke of love with you
Together changed name to Alone

If I ever loved
Is hard to answer now when we're apart
But not when asking the hole
That used to be my heart

While underneath the same sun and sky
Always remember me, I pray
And next time you meet somebody like me
Don't let her walk away

Where My Heart Is

Looking back
Where life is lost and gone
I can finally say that
I am coming home

Experiences later
Giving up on feeling down
Keeping my restless head up high
I'm leaving another town

Facing the future
The wind is in my sails
Tired of living memories
I'm starting on my tales

Adventures are waiting
Where life will start anew
So I am coming home now
Coming home to you

There is where my heart is
Free from sorrow and pain
With you my soul will be resting
And will never be lost again

Don't Love

Don't love

It's a crime

You will have to pay

You will be locked up

Where noone knows your name

Like you're not even there

Don't love

It's a waste of time

A waste of life

You will always be alone

Because nobody needs you

Nobody cares

Don't love

It's an illusion

Nothing makes any sense

It brings no hope

Only regrets

Instead of dreams

Don't love

There is no reason

No matter what they say

Don't let anyone in

Close your heart

Close your eyes

Don't love

Don't feel

Don't think