Your Love

There's a hole in my heart
A whole space to fill
Where love is supposed to be
I see nothing

Then where is the pain coming from
And why is it so intense
I didn't know that nothing
Could hurt this much

In these moments
I think of you
The one who loves me
Without knowing it

My only source of inspiration
From the first time we met
Without knowing it
I already loved you

The only one whose love
Can fill my empty spaces
Thinking about you
Is always enough

You say you don't care
You say you don't love
When in reality you're the one
Who loves the most

Poem

There is something so special
About the way
You say my name

So special that I've written
A poem about it
In fact I've written a thousand

One for each time
You've made me feel like this
Like my name is a poem

Not Holy

Today I don't feel holy
I think I woke up like that
Yesterday was similar
But I only felt lazy and fat

Today I don't feel holy
I think that's a little bit worse
Fortunately it's only feelings
A feeling is never a curse

Today I just don't feel holy
I feel greedy, judgemental, and mean
Snappish, unsocial, and selfish
The most awful person you've seen

Today I don't feel very holy
If you've never seen me this way
Have a little patience with me
You'll recognize me better another day

But today I don't feel so holy
Today I feel prideful but small
It's better to stay away from me
Forget that you know me at all

Today I don't feel holy
My happiness is rejected and lost
So love me more than I might deserve
Today is when I need it the most

If You Love Me

Sing to me if you love me
Even if I don't deserve it
Sing what's in your heart

With a voice that soothes me
Calm this restless soul
Make it to an art

Sing to me and love me
Like no one has done before
Become my sweet exception

Be the one to hold me
When everyone one else is gone
I'm not asking for perfection

Only love me like I love you
Without rhyme or reason
Be the one that needs me

Because I think that love
Is to find the one
Whose presence we can't be without

Be the one that makes me smile
Often more than some times
Be the one that reads me

Sing to me like you love me
Calm this restless soul
Show me what love is about

Mindfulness

Thinking positively is
The most dangerous thing
So I took my mindfulness
Out for a walk
It's not good to walk alone
On the darkest roads
Of our own mind

There  we often meet
Old friends to tell our lies
Or, in the best case
We learn to embrace them
Guilt, fear, worthlessness
I love you
Just the way you are