Busy living

So long time without you
I would have cried my heart out
God knows ´that´s what I wanted to do
Maybe I would forget how to smile
If you would decide to never come back to my life
But I´ve been too busy laughing

So long time without you
I would have felt my world has ended
Abandoned with pain and despair
I would have let the grass grow under me
But I´ve been too busy moving on

So long time without you
In my heart, uninvited guest
I would have missed you more
Would have grown bitter for what you did
This silence and uncertainty could have killed me
Trapped in memories of better days
But I´ve been too busy living

So long time without you
I could have left my heart broken
Stomped on and thorn into pieces
By someone like you
I could have closed my eyes
Closed the door to my heart and soul
Locked it up and thrown the key away
But Ivé been too busy loving