No Good

I both regret
And don't regret it
In either way
Nothing is getting better

So many ways to escape
But they all lead back
Whether I take the first one
Or take the latter

There's no way out
Around or up
I'm falling down
And I can't stop

So I raise my hands
Pretend I'm lost
Anywhere but here
There is no choice

I gave up tonight
My heart, my soul
Crying for help
Without a voice

A heart that longs
That has no hope
Sunk in a sea of misery
With an anchor made of wrongs

Underneath this light
There was no air tonight
And no one to forgive
The life I didn't live

Waiting for the good
I never understood
While fighting all this bad
The only good I ever had