Music For The End Of The World

Full of deep unanswered love
Soft like water
Sharp like a sword

Lost and found
With pages left unknown
I dug a hole and called it a heart

Filled it up with memories
The flavor, the color, the sound
Of your name

That I never mention
Though sometimes I whisper it in my dreams
Where it flies away over my meadows

Like a bird
On invisible wings
I am searching

For your love
Something to cut myself with
To the Music for the End of the World

In My Dreams

Where are you
Away

I hate you
You love me

In your dreams
In yours

No, in my dreams you love me

Not Gone

Remember me
Not for what I am or was but for what I wanted to become.
Remember me
Till the day becomes night
Till the darkness becomes light
But remember me
Don't miss me when I'm gone
I'm not away
I'm home

Dreams United

And I know that in your mind

You always stop and turn around
To stay a little longer
Because somewhere in your body
It hurts when we are apart

And I know that you listen carefully
To every word I say
They carry a sensation of security
To your violently restless soul
Soothing the pain of being alive

And I know that everytime you see me
Your eyes disclose something new
Something more real than before
More true and more worthy to desire
For every look our dreams unite a little more

And I know that in your dreams
You've kissed my lips a thousand times
Wondered what it would be like
To be let into the inner chambers of my smile
Hold me until the world disappears

And I know how much it hurts
When you never turn around and come back for more
Because you don't hear my heart scream for you to stay
How it begs you to look into my eyes until the world disappears
And you understand that we don't have to be apart

For An Instant

I continued living and closed my eyes
While, for an instant, you made me forget myself
The hows, the whens, the whys

Now I'm standing here in the past
It happens even when you move on
Though I could have moved on more fast

Before there was any damage done
That the choices I didn't make could cause
In the end the only choice I made was the one to be alone

A Girl Who Dreams

The dreams I didn't think I had
Keep me awake at night
Whisper to me every break of day
That darkness will always become light

Of purity and hope they talk
Of vanishing of unbroken pains
They promise there will come a day
When nothing but joy remains

That I can be new and different
And better than last year
If I'm repented from my faults and sins
If I've lived and learned, they swear

I should trust and rely on love
Kill my own heart's winter, break my fall
Be a light in this forsaken world
With my smile bring spring and summer to all

I wonder if dreams can bring promises
Keep heart and soul safe and sound
Guide, nurture and help us survive
When love is nowhere to be found

Dreams may not answer our questions
Maybe they just softly take us where
Reality can be a nicer place
A heaven on earth right here

I wish my dreams always will heal me
When there is nothing left to do
Every time hope abandons me to bleed to death
Beside my illusions made of every You

But you will probably never find out about it
For you everything will ever be as it seems
The only thing you will know for sure
Is that I'm a girl who dreams