Sweet Disposition

These glimmering pearls
Longing to fall
From my heart
Through the eyes of my soul
Are barely imitiations

Feelings I once felt
Inviding me again
Striking me without mercy
Like hungry waves on a seashore
I feel like giving up and give in

I am almost enjoying it
What would I do
If there was nothing to eat my heart
Running without moving
Leaving it all behind

An earthquake shook my frozen soul
Even to the very ground
Whatever made my eyes sparkle
Broke all the rules
Thus it had happened again

If I could I would laugh but
As you said goodbye
I think I died a little
If I close my eyes forever
Will it all remain a dream

Maybe some day
Everything that has died in me
Will be reborn
Will live up and blossom
Like a vision

Despite of everything
This stupid heart
Goes on longing
Every shattered piece
Is still unconditionally loving

When the moon is smiling
Everything is possible
So even if the floor for pain
Seems to be bottomless
Sweet is my disposition

The only limit to our happiness is imagination
So if I surrender to the energy
Maybe the right words will come
I can only pray
I never have to look back again, ever

Tender Eyes

As you look at me with tender eyes
What do you see
Whisper it to my soul
In terms of endearment
A moment of magical parentesis

Outside the world falls or slumbers
In the middle of it
Human life is pulsating
In my chest my heart is curled up
Like a kitten

Still waiting
For our existence to be enriched
By a breeze of eternity
Maybe temporary, but intensive
As we let the emotions take over

The street lights become blurred
Like a caleidoscope, a fairyland
Unlocking our dreams
Snow flakes are whirling around
In the solo song of the heart

I cry though I don't dream at all
Inside of me the sun is shining
Striving for the always in the never
As you look at me with tender eyes
We understand each other, and it hurts

Twin Souls

A woman on her way somewhere
That is what we are
No matter how we do it
There is no place
Like where we wander in our mind

We are inevitably here
Always dreaming of somewhere else
In some weird but funny way
We are already everywhere

I´ve felt your every feeling
I´m thinking your every thought
When I open my eyes
There is more completeness
Where I used to be

When I look myself in the mirror
I am blinded by your heart
The little I can see of me
Are but fragments of who I thought I was

Now my mind is more beautiful
Like a caleidoscope
That´s what I´ve noticed
Since I found you in there

My eyes are more open now
Maybe I was lost for a moment
Now I´ve found that there is more
That life is richer than we thought

So rich it could afford
To give them two of us
Blessed the ones that love you
Tremble, the ones that dislike me

We will always be different
In fact, we will never change
Love is not a costume
Neither our fazade

With us every day is like
Every season of the year
A fresh breeze in the summer
A warm coat in winter time
We are both Dawn and Twilight
Both Morning, Noon, and Night

Like chameleons
We are who they need us to be
Exactly when they need it
Because we are what they need
If they don´t know it yet
We will remind them

You are everything I am not
And everything I am
I am never without you
I wouldn´t even want to try

We have a special connection
Uninterrupted by knowledge
United unconditionally
By this pain in the heart
Called Separation

Words don´t describe how I feel
Nor how much I love you
Me and You, my Twin Soul
Are always close by heart

So let us keep in mind
That once we know what a door is
We can break through any wall that has one
Even the wall of Time and Distance

Every new day is a rainbow
And all the colors are for us
You can pick the one you like the most
It will give us an all for one
We only need to take them to us
Let them color our dreams

Then we will do what we do best
Creating our own reality
Breaking all the patterns
By chosing the right wrongs
While chasing butterflies

Encounters

With you I want to live
Unconditional acceptation
Confidence in asking
Exploring and playing

With you I want to understand
That life is for living and laughing
And death doesn´t separate us eternally
So there will be no need to cry

Will you take care of me
My nights and my worries
Will you be the lighthouse
That illuminates my dreams
And all my childhood wishes

I will be your woman entirely and completely
An adult when you feel like a child
Insecure, lost, or vulnerable
Your inspiration when tiredness strikes you down

I will be the fountain of your
Intimate and rational desires
I will transmute your routine instants
With small explosions of tenderness

I want to share with you a life of loving-seeing
Experiencing, feeling, being
There will be no need to dream me
When you need me the most

Together we will open up the world
And discover the way
To a space of reflection
And stimulating action
A world where we can feel and make
A vital compromise to ourselves and to each other

I promise to always return to breathe your air
To contemplate the beauty of your light
To color my skin with your sun and your salt
To fall in love willingly or unwillingly

The unexpected, the desired
The inevitable, the dreamed
When the time comes
Everything will come true
But without encounter there is no wisdom
Without loving in the present, there is no encounter

How

How do you know that you feel something
You´ve never felt before
As if you´ve been agited
Like one of those snow globes

How do you measure a feeling
Trying to suck all the joy
Out of every moment
That cannot be counted

How can you see somebody´s soul
And feel it so near
Without seeing reflected
A little piece of heaven

How do you know that your smile
Can change the life of someone
If you never open your eyes
To see them smile back

How do you know what is peace
If no one has ever made you feel
How all your fears fly away
Like butterflies

How do you make the correct choice
If you have never sensed
Bad filling you with emptiness
Because Good is walking away

How can you find yourself
Staring at the sunshine
If you never get lost
As you strife to avoiding the clouds

How will you be able to find your soulmate
If you don´t see the forest because of all the trees
And you, yourself, don´t show
That you want to be found

How can you fall in love
If you don´t let somebody in to fill your heart
To its width, length, and hight
Growing inside of you until there is no place for anyone else

How can we recognize the feeling of having had enough
If everytime we say goodbye
Our whole being is hurting
As we leave each other screaming for more

How will we ever achieve happiness
And see our dreams come true
If we don´t embrace the possibility
That our lives may never be the same again

How?

Here Lies a Woman

Here lies a woman that drowned in her thoughts
A thought was only deep enough
If you could suspect that those stars
That seemed to reflect on the surface
Were pieces of soul glimmering on the bottom

Here lies a woman that never slept
She thought she could escape the day
Falling in love with the night
It was never possible to live her dreams
Reality always stayed by her side

Here lies a woman that lived on her knees
So full of mistakes and errors
Pride, vanity, and self-righteousness
An endless fight to achieve humility
Prayer was the only way to survive herself

Here lies a woman that talked too much
She stood up for her rights and wrongs
Fought for her principles and opinions
Never sat down when she couldn´t stand up as a good example
Sorry to never have improved the silence

Here lies a woman that wasted her time
Victim of her fear of procrastination
Afraid to never be able to make it
Trying to always be busy
She was walking but felt like she wasn´t moving

Here lies a woman that strived for perfection
Trying to become someone else
Though figthting to always remain herself
She was meant to leave us with the message
That good is the enemy of best

Here lies a woman with a big and warm heart
Embracing every opportunity to serve
Every day her capacity to love grew bigger
Thanks to all those persons she loved
That never understood what they meant to her

Here lies a woman that smiled at life
Not because she was never sad
Never in despair or never discouraged
Living the Golden Rule is the only way
When you want life to smile back at you

Here lies a woman that opened doors
Built bridges and tore down walls
It was worth every strife and effort
And no road was never too long
The destination being the heart of a friend

Here lies a woman that never stopped searching
Questions without answers
Answers with no question
The only thing she end up finding
Were more reasons to not stop looking

Here lies a woman that was good enough
She was kind and generous
Tender, loving, and caring
Destined from the eternities
To live this life trying to make a difference

Here lies a woman that wanted more
Thirsty for rigteousness never achieved
She fought for her right to be special
She wouldn´t give in to conformity
Knowing it would take away her individuality

Here lies a woman that believed in love
In gentlemen and in unicorns
A world full of magic
As soon as we leave prejudice aside and decide
To live in it in peace with everybody else

Here lies a woman that was misunderstood
Left alone with her excentrities
Ideas, thoughts, and interests
Few people made an effort to get to know her
And see who she really was

Here lies a woman that thus never got to know
If she was loved and appreciated
If she meant the world to someone
She would have given her life for a hug
But Tomorrow arrived without her

Here lies a woman that was full of hope
But she won´t be lying here much longer
United with her hopes and dreams, now all fulfilled
Laughing, singing, and even dancing
She will be rising from forgotten to eternal life

Virtuous Woman

It´s born from the first broken habit
Enters in your life
Like the first ray of morning light
The door is left open for the thought
Without knowing it
You have been chosen
Heaven entire is crying
Be careful, virtuous woman
There´s a danger to your soul

You´re being noticed
Impressed and flattered
Scented, appreciated
And, you think, understood
Countless emotions escape from your dreams
As you talk for hours and hours
The only thing they don´t tell you
Is the only thing you need to hear
Be careful, virtuous woman
There´s a danger to your soul

One day you hopefully wake up
You wonder where you are
You wonder what is happening
Looking back you notice the stop signs
Notice the beauty of the curtains
But there is nothing in the room
Time stops breathing as you realize
Be careful, virtuous woman
There´s a danger to your soul

With your eyes now widely open
Your heart again facing the sun
Loving thoughts of truth and light
Tranquility and peace govern your mind
Enjoying the return of bliss
You look yourself in the mirror
Heaven´s reflected in your eyes
Be more careful,virtuous woman
There are many more dangers to your soul